Today I held Brett for the first time since he was delivered, I tried to tempt him to have some feed but he just wasn't interested! 
Brett is on Iv Antibiotics still, and glucose and heparin drips but in spite of this we had lots of cuddles and it felt so good to hold him.
We saw the Doctor today and we were told that the Echocardiogram that Brett had showed he has two holes in his heart, conditions called ventricular and atrial septal defects (ASD and VSD) The doctor did a great job of explaining it to us and even did a drawing of the heart to help us understand, but it was still a big shock and we were very upset.
I changed a nappy for the first time today! (well, for Brett anyway, I've done plenty of nappies in the past!!!) It was really strange having to cope with trying to change it while he was in the incubator, and all those tubes and wires getting in the way. I Need more practice!